December 2009
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new years resolutions.
i’ve never technically had any so lets make some, ya?
lose a few pounds
get a job
pass all classes
have a non failing relationship
learn new things
and maybe some other things, lets accomplish something.
i never really liked rap
till recently.
i get it now. its so chill.
lil wayne’s bomb no lie
why do i keep fallin?
whenever i like someone i fall and fall and fall for them.
its like falling into a deep hole that i can’t get up out of.
and in the end; i always get hurt by the ones i like the most.
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11:11
doesn’t work kids.
wish’s are dreams waiting to be fulfilled.
“the anxiety you give me is my social form of suicide.”
– alex shumaker
“i’m so official all i need is a whistle.”
– weezy f baby
i miss
having someone constantly here for me.
i know my best friend is but i honestly miss the feeling of a relationship.
i miss someone wanting to hold me , just for the sake that i’m theirs.
i miss a boy whos hurt me so much.
hes moved on, why havent i?
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“no one is what you expect them to be”
– Alex shumaker
i'm so glad
that ill always have my best friend.
she gets me through everything.
even if she isnt even talking to me, ik shes there.
it makes me feel slightly better.
thanks best friend<3
i’m sorry i can’t be perfect.
i’m always pushed down on the list.
everyones set before me.
its every other girl in the world against me for you.
i just wish you could see how it feels.
i really do.
“i love you even though it isn’t fair.”
– the used.
they speak my mind when i dont know what to say.
i forgot
how much i loved suicidal tendencies.
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i love my dad.
hes the one who got me into good music of all kinds.
he got me into alternative
he got me into old school rap
he got me into metal
he got me into punk
and everything under the sun.
i love that he listens to amazing music
“a lie is just an upside down truth.”
– wordboner
so ive made this goal
about a thousand times for myself that i wanna get to a certain weight not saying what it is and not saying my actual weight.
and i havent even done anything to change in order to achieve it.
i really need to work on that.
“when you love someone, you put up with almost anything just to be with them.”
– alex shumaker
ask me anything
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GOGOGOGO
i’m willing to answer to anything openly and honestly
ohh boy; why do i like you so
horoscope, december 20
“Acting on impulse, changing your usual routine, improvising and using your intuition rather than following a prescribed, logical way of doing things is called for now. The tempo of your life accelerates now. Expect a rather inconstant, unpredictable, but interesting time.”
i thought acting on impulse was a bad thing.
i know now what he meant and felt when he said he was trapped.
i’m sorry to say boy but you’re suffocating me to no end.
i wish i could call you baby.
just saying that made me feel that i knew you were and would be mine.
i love you.
something i said to you for one full year.
something i felt and meant with everything i had in me.
something i still do feel and always will mean.
after everything you put me through i still have the same exact feelings i’ve always had for you.
from the moment i met you i...
as long as i'm living
my heart beats for you.
seriously
incubus is so fucking chilll, i love them.
i miss
when i was little.
just WAITING for a snow day.
even with just flurrys.
i would go sledding and make snow houses.
now i just wish for it for the time off.
i miss being a carefree child osmetimes.
i wonder what he did with that necklace i gave him on valentines day.
i really meant it when i put i love you onto it.
i thought so hard about what to say, how to say it.
i spent so much money, just for you.
it means nothing to you now
i always wonder
if you do all the same things with other people.
do you kiss them the same?
give them the same look?
do you sing to them?
you said i was the only one you ever actually sang for.
is it true?
i just wish i was the only one.
i get sad thinking about this…about you even .
i just hope you know i love you.
Love; [luhv] noun, verb, loved, lov-ing
–noun 1.a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.
2.a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child, or friend.
3.sexual passion or desire.
4.a person toward whom love is felt; beloved person; sweetheart.
5.(used in direct address as a term of endearment, affection, or the like): Would you like to see a movie, love?
6.a love affair; an...
you break me down.
Cadie " i feel bad for that girl "
Alex " why? "
Cadie " she only has one eye!"
hidden meanings.
my senses are so heightened. being in this mind set is amazing. i want…long for this feeling. it sends my head spinning. making my thoughts mix together. my thoughts float up in to the sky. so high, oh so high. this is brilliant thinking. the silliness is just a phase, but wait. let the brilliance come. i only share it with a friend. a dear, dear friend. i read her mind while in this mindset...
“so pardon me while i burst, into flames.”
– pardon me-incubus
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i love this line.
i'm physically and mentally
starting to breakdown completely.
at least he’s listening to me, i’ve needed this for oh so long.
he may not feel the same but damn i feel good just having him as a friend again.
maybe things will finally start to work out for me.
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